بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
Like seriously,,its happen again,,oh my goodness,,i had prepared everything in line so that this thing would not happen again to me,,but how much effort that i put on it, everything is failure,,yeah,,that is what we call a world is it,,everything that are you trying to prevent, that thing would come first,,that is a fact,,a fact that we need to face everyday,,indeed this thing already happen to me before,,and truthfully, i never ever erase it from my mind's memories,,being scolded by the person that you are love so much in the world is the last thing that i want choose if there is no other option that i can select either,,and tonight,,just now,,that things recur again,,i keep repeating the same mistakes, or in the right word, the stupid mistakes,,yes, as a matter of fact, you are not scolding me for that mistakes,,i have no doubt for that,,but that is not the main point in here dear,,honestly speaking, i will accept if you want to scolded at me for the mistakes that i did,,i would not counter it back instead of just keep listening any word that would comes out from your mouth because i know and i realize that is the case that are fully made by me,,the main point here is, i feel awry of you dear,,seriously,,it is your property,,it is your belonging,,i did that mistakes,,but both of us are responsible for it,,you said it is your problem too,,how comes it be your problem due to the problem that are made by the problematic person like me dear,,i feel guilty sometimes,,you are not deserved to bear this problem,,but you insist to solve it together with me,,indeed you still permanently with me,,you are not get angry with me at all,,oh gosh,,how comes i repay your kindness,,please help me to pay it,,saya sayang awak,,
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