بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
You know what,,i have my own reason why i am keep quiet whenever you asking me about my past,,if you can be me, you will know what is the meaning of "strangers",,i had tried many times before to told others about what i am feel in a certain situation,,but usually it would pain me back,,dear,,believe me,,i had tried many time to narrate it to you regarding what are inside my mind, but it is vain,,seriously speaking, i am afraid,,i am afraid that i cannot telling you the exact story that are played inside my mind,,i am afraid that what i am trying to tell you is not the same like what i want to speak out,,dear,,i am still a beginner,,like seriously,,i mean what i am saying,,like just now,,i had tried to tell you my own opinion,,i already did it to you just now,,i wrote it on my phone,,i give it to you,,and hoping that you can express some opinion back to me through what i had wrote in the phone,,but,,instead of just be silent, you get mad to me,,yes,,you are not express it to me by verbal, but you express it by body languages,,i know it,,i understood it,,dear,,that is the first trial for me to you to indicate what i am feel in a current situation,,i am still trying to telling you about my past,,but unfortunately,,i am failed in the first trial,,your words, that you wrote in the piece of paper that are embedded inside your note book was made me feel down,,i never ever thought that kind of word would come from your side,,honestly speaking,,i cried when i read that note that has been written by you,,originally from you dear,,but it is okay,,i will try to accept that,,accepting the truth is the hard things ever right,,
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